1st UlTrAsOuNd_3 MoNtH

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.....

Its was too late for me to –buang2 masa- here but since i was free just now, so i decided to get myself here.huhuhu..

I came to my second house~butik~ today and somebody  were surprised to see my new appearance.she asked me to teach her on how to use a shawl. bukan sekali dua dia datang minta ajar tap keadaan asik tak mengizinkan.i was delighted and pleasure to teach her as long as i could. But.. talk about grooming, i admit i was good in matching colors, but for make up, i'm failed!yups, i admit it! Make up untuk sendiri tu boleh je la..tapi untuk  make up orang lain..memang di luar pengetahuan ku..

I know make up plays an important roles in daily life. Girls like to groom because they want to be perfect and beautiful..Cuma sekarang  tanpa en.hubby di sisi.. i don't use make up when going outdoor.. but..to be honest, i'm happy and grateful the way i am now.

Sebenarnya hari ni aku nak cerita pasal
aku scan baby untuk pertama kalinya..

19hb/10 adalah tharik hari pertama aku  buat ultrasound..perasaan nak pg tu,,,dup dap berdabar..dari malam tido tak nyeyak,,nape la ekk..makin kandungan membesar makin aku rasa berdebar.. Perasaan yang bercampaur baur ni xde sape pun yang tahu..en hubby tak boleh nak temankn kn kerana dok jauh..terpaksa la aku kuat kan semangat..mengharungi detik2 yg mencemaskan..nth la ari tu aku nak kan perhatian yang lebih..nth ngade lak perasaan ni...

i could see the baby's head, it's body and leg and lumbar spine. tp gmbr xberapa clear..maklumlah baru 3 bln lbh,tp Nampak la bentuk baby..lagi pun ianya sekadar nk tgo ukuran baby dan jantung baby..It brought tears to my eyes - to see this my bby inside me, all alone in the darkness and the enclosed space.. I wanted to make my baby feel protected. I wanted to let my baby know that I was there, that it's mother was there, to protect it, to take care of it.

Alhamdulillah doc ckp anak sihat..My ultrasound reports is  normal. The baby was healthy and growing perfectly. All my regular check-ups showed that everything was absolutely normal. I was 3 month  into my pregnancy and things were going just fine.insyaAllah…

By the time I was in the 3 months of my pregnancy, I was feeling much better..hanya tak blh penat..kalau tak alamatnya tido 24 jam la jawapnya.I began to relax and enjoy my pregnancy.I began making plans for our baby. I day-dreamed about how I would feed my baby, how I would rock my baby to sleep, how I would bathe my baby, how I would play with my baby and how I would love my baby with all my heart and soul..tak sabar rasanya..

I talked to my baby everyday, telling her how much I loved her and how much I wanted to have her.bila tengo je ibu2 yang dah 7/8 bln.rasa jeles pla..pelik tol..I thought of how precious our baby was to me.

About the same time, en.hubby had to leave abroad, on an study,stp hujung mggu bru blk lau xde hal2 yg menghalang en.hubby. He used to come back home every week from kl and ask me how our baby was doing.ngade2 je en.hubby..

He was worried about how I would manage without him, and I told him that he needn't worry, because, now, I wasn't alone. My baby and I would keep each other company and take good care of ourselves..

Lau en.hubby blk every night he put his ear to my stomach and talked and listened to our baby. It was the most beautiful and touching moment I had ever experienced huhuhu...nk nangis pun ada.When I asked en.hubby what our baby was saying to him, he said it was between father and son, or daughter, we didn't know which one, then. We had decided that we wouldn't find out. We were going to keep it as a surprise for later.

Ya Allah peliharala anak ku selama ia di dlm perut ku,dan sihatkan la ia,Engkaulah yg menyembuhkan,tidak ada penyembuhan selain penyembuhan Mu.ya Allah rupakanla dan bentukkanla dia yang ada di perut ku dgn rupa yg baik,dan tetapkan la ke dalam hatinya iman kpd Eengkau dan Rasul Mu.

Sebenarnya terlalu indah melewati zaman baby dlm kandungan, rasa tak sabar nak jumpa dan nak hug2 baby .aku ni geram tgk baby, rasa nak gigit2..so en.hubby  aku ler yg slalu jd mangsa kena gigit..gigit manja tau,kalu tak cian en.hubby..kdg2 ble dh geram sgt tu aku gigit kuat smpi en.hubby menjerit kesakitan.

Bestnya bila dilayan baik oleh semua org terutama en.hubby yg sgt sabar dgn wife dia yg manja ni, nak buat macam mana en.hubby yang nak manjakan sangat, so aku lg terover manja..

Masa mengandung ni en. hubby aku sgt risaukan ku, suma benda xleh wat, benda2 berat xleh angkat, jalan jauh2 x boleh, mcm2 x boleh..tak kisahlah kan..suka tu ada la..